9 weeks

I about 9 weeks pregnant. I am having mixed feelings about it. I do really want to be excited and happy but it is taking a longtime to sink in. Between all that we have gone through to get here and considering all I have been hearing recently is horror stories of miscarriages it is still hard to believe it is true. I think as soon as I get closer to 12 weeks and than 16 weeks, I will feel better. I am also on the hunt for a new OB/GYN. My regular doctor doesn't deliver babies but her partner at her office does. I am do not feel very comfortable with him, so I am going to find one that I like. I have an appointment with one on Thursday with one that my running friend from Team R uses. She seems to really like him, I am going to try him out. Than if not I have someone else to interview. All of the doctors are up north, but that is okay. I would rather find someone that I really get along with than someone I don't really care for.

As far as how I am feeling, I am pooped. I had a very eventful week last week. I had something every single night last week. And to top it off my wonderful husband decided to keep me out till 5am on Saturday morning. Not nice to do for his poor pregnant wife. It really wasn't that bad actually. We were over at Tim's best friend's mom's house and I ended up falling asleep on the couch at about midnight. Tim woke me up at 5:00am and I drove us home (he was drunk). I had to go to work Saturday and when I got home we slept all day Saturday. I have also started working out again. I swam for about 40 minutes on Sunday and then did an easy Cross-Fit workout at 5pm with Carrie and Jen. I took it easy but felt like I did do something. I was planning on working out this morning but ended up sleeping late instead.